started a new med

Metformin.....YIKES....boy oh boy people weren't joking about being in the bathroom. I actually lost another pound. No wonder.

This should help me with multiple things, loosing more weight, regulate my period and regulate my sugar. the downfall is no drinking. the way I look at it, is of I was pregnant I wouldn't be drinking anyways. Let see how I do over the weekend. I go back to the dr in 6 weeks, my family dr that is. I still havent been back to my infertility specialist since December.

I got the letter from the insuance company, so lets see if we can get that grant!

after 5 months

Of fighting with the insurance company, still no answer. My human Resources dept had a conference call with them and everything and still NOTHING. I am even more frustrated than ever.
Work has been hell today and I was about an inch away from having a breakdown. Between work, fighting with the insurance company and trying to have a kid, I'm surprised I'm not in a padded room at a physc ward. I am exhausted and its from all the stress. I hate stress, and if one more person tells me to relax, I'm going to knock them the fuck out. I deal with things the best I know how and its not the easiest way sometimes. All I want to do is go home, eat dinner and go to bed.

I fell and nobody helped me up...

Can you believe it...I fell and nobody helped me, I just sat there stunned. I don't know what happened to me, just plain old fell and hurt my knee.

I am so sick and tired of having bad days, I seriously feel like I am going to explode. I need to have a major breakdown, just at a right time, not at work! I can feel the pressure building in my body.

I need a break from the world and a vacation.....and a drink!